(I'm not going to suddenly pop out of no where and go, 'I LOVE THIS PERSON'S CHARRIE!' xD Andddd he died of completely natural causes. Did Ripple go completely insane when Water died? A LITTLE. xD But not like CLOUD did... ._.)
"There was much for you to live for, your life ended much too early." He sighed.
[*strangles* Dun get me started on the reasons y. PM me if u really wanna know but I'm not shouting about it. MOVING ON. And yush, you should do that ]
"You were barely old enough to be an apprentice when I died." Her eyes flashed with remembering. "I had my warrior status. The clan was small. It was winter. I was dying very slowly. Then I caught an illness and died." She shrugged. "I did nothing to help preserve my clan. At the darkest moment, I let myself go. You had a proper life - perhaps not to the full, but still, a lot of it." She turned to face him. "And then I remember that confession. You were an apprentice, showing your love for someone who barely knew you. Yet you still said it all, and I realized it was true of me, too. Then I was replaced." She looked away, sinking her claws into the ground and tearing the grass into tiny pieces as she looked at her paws.
Lizardstar watched the conversation with watchful eyes and was about to say something about how they should not be fretting about the past or something along those lines, but then remembered how Cherryheart had snapped at her, last time she mentioned this, so she said nothing. Tumblefur should be watching his own family. Sandstripe didn't want to join Starclan to see her mate already in love with another she. that would break her heart.
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Lizardstar trotted in and sat, curling her tails around her paws and sat watching Fireclan. and smiled,"Windpaw is doing well.. They stay strong...I knew they would." She spoke softly to herself as she watched her clan.
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Cherryheart returned and settled herself next to Lizardstar. "I'm sorry." She murmered. "I just don't want to be between them," Tumblefur and Sandstripe, "...but I want to be with him, too. We love each other, but he won't make up his mind who he chooses and I don't want to end up floating around him just in case he chooses me." Her expression turned bitter. "I gave up living, and then he was there. A reason to live. Too bad I was already dead by then."
Lizardstar turned her gaze to Cherryheart and her expression softened,"I know. I understand. I too am sorry." She barely ever apologized when she was alive unless she had a good reason too. She felt as if this was a good enough reason too."Though it must be hard of him to choose between two cats that he loves both very dearly. I know you still love him. I still love a warrior that I two liked. But he didn't like me back and became mates with another she. Too make it worse, it was a cat from another clan...." Her expression darkened, then turned sad with regret."I exciled him for it..... He hated me for that. He left with the she and I never saw them again. so I moved on and found another mate.... If only he really loved me.." She said bitterly. "He's in a much darker place than here." She glanced around her, to make sure that it was only Cherryheart and her. "Then one day I saw him again here. I was going to go see him and say how sorry I was and tell him how I really felt. But his mate was here with him and the moment he saw me,his face filled with hate once more. He has made an effort to stay away from me and I respect that, and leave him be with his precious she. Who would want to see me anyway?" She said softly.She had never shared this with anyone and it felt good to let it out and stared at the ground.
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Cherryheart considered this. "Just because a mate rejects you, it doesn't mean you're worthless." She spoke quietly. This was her natural self, not arguing or fighting. "Just because you have no mate, it doesn't mean there is any less reason to live or be yourself. Too many people get caught in that trap; myself included. Being rejected hurts, but it makes you think no one else is interested. And I've had to watch his kits grow up. Although..." She sighed. "I-I've come to see them as my own, almost. Sandstorm hasn't been seen for ages, and I think everyone fears she may be ill. But...Is it bad of me that sometimes I don't want her to die because that means giving him up?" She spoke quieter still. "I never had my chance with him, and now he is here - mateless, for now, I guess." She sighed. It was all so complicated. "It makes me feel alive again, with all those feelings of envy and anger." Her eyes closed. "I don't want it like this. He's making me want him to be in love with me without realizing it."
Lizardstar listened to this carefully and nodded."Yes. It made me feel everything I was feeling before I died. They are growing up with out a father and almost without a mother. I can see them being your kits too. It's so complicated...." She said softly.
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Lizardstar glanced at her and nodded slowly."I understand that you think that. You didn't deserve to die at such a young age, the way you did...." She said softly, and sadly.
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StormClan is in a constant state of caution around the other clans. The state of affairs in the land leaves them distrusting of outsiders, and all the battle training and border patrols leave a constant strain on the Clan. StarClan knows how long they can continue.
IceClan is in a constant state of caution around the other clans. The state of affairs in the land leaves them distrusting of outsiders, and all the battle training and border patrols leave a constant strain on the Clan. StarClan knows how long they can continue.
FireClan is in a constant state of caution around the other clans. The state of affairs in the land leaves them distrusting of outsiders, and all the battle training and border patrols leave a constant strain on the Clan. StarClan knows how long they can continue.