Windpaw entered, quickly setting down the herbs and curling up on her nest. Taking deep breaths, she found the grief and the tears returning to her. After so many rises of trying to sort everything out, then going to Moon river, and replacing the lost herbs - there had been no time to think of anything other than her job; to ensure her clan was healthy, to the best of her ability.
But there would always be a time when there was nothing left to be done. And they were the darkest times, when the grief hit the hardest...
Tiny tears splashed on the ground, one after another, and then she was wailing for the loss of her father; but it felt as though there was some deeper meaning. She pressed her muzzle into her fur and cried for the father she would never properly know.
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Vixenstar had heard her wails from outside the medicine cat den, though she was coming to talk to her anyway. She poked her head inside and saw the young apprentice wailing for the loss of her father. Her own eyes teared up at the sight. She walked over to her and sat down beside her and rested her tail on her gently, hopnig to confort her in some way, but said nothing, for there was nothing she could say that would make her feel any better.
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She tried to wipe her eyes in her leader's presence, but the tears just kept falling. She looked at Doeheart. "Why am I crying?" She asked, as though the leader would know the answer. "I never even knew him." She looked back at her paws. "I never even knew him."
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Vixenstar pulled her closer, trying to comfort her and murmured,"Because he was your father. You didn't have to know him well, to miss him terribly." She said, the sadness reflecting in her eyes.
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"I wanted to know him! I wanted to be his kit, to make him proud. I wanted a normal family, Vixenstar, and now he's...gone!" She felt like a little kit again. "I thought I could just, I don't know, act all grown up and that I wouldn't miss him too much. It just makes it worse!" She stuck her head back in her fur, trying to block everything out.
Vixenstar sighed and murmured softly,"I know you wanted to know him. I had four kits in my litter, and one of them died. Heatherkit..." her eyes saddened at the memory of the fox killing her little daughter. "Then the was Amberwing....Sickness took him in the end. hes teh father of Rowanclaw.... My mates." She sighed, tears threatening to spill at the memory of her mate. She looked down at the young apprentice and said. "I know he's proud of you Wndpaw. In Starclan, do you think he's not watching you. I thought it would be easier to focus on my duties after Amberwing died... My kits had barely known their father at all...Trying to forget only makes it worse... but we have to honor them in what we do... don't try to forget him... remember him and make him proud. he wouldn't want you to be like this for the rest of your life." She said in a soothing voice.
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Windpaw nodded. "I'm fine now." She got to her paws and picked up the herb bundle beginning to sort it out. "Who are your other kits?" She asked quietly as she worked.
"Really?" She frowned. "I never knew. They do look a lot like you, though. I'll never have kits." She didn't make it sound like anything other than a statement. "Starclan is before anything."
Vixenstar looked down at Windpaw and smiled,"Yes, they are. But I will always be here for you. I already trust you with the fate of Fireclan. Ill be proud to announce you as the new medicine cat apprentice at the next gathering. I know Tumblefur is proud that you are doing this." She said with a smile.
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Windpaw's heart fluttered with the praise. "Thank you." The destruction of the medicine cat den was worrying her, but slowly the supplies were re-building. Her constant work of checking herbs that were too torn to use, and replacing them with the new ones she had collected, was making her feel better.
There was a bunch of leaves shoved in one of the gaps of the medicine cat den wall. Frowning, she layered the leaves onto another pile in one of the wider gaps. The new one she had found look liked it could be used for nothing much - but, she realized, it went deeper than she had thought. She reached inside and found small bundles. Emergency supplies of herbs! Thank Starclan! She added the newly-found supplies to her own, and promised herself she would replace them soon.
Vixenstar smiled and let out a soft purr and stood up. she meowed,"I'm proud of you Windpaw and I know Tumblefur is too. If you need any help, don't hesitate to ask me for anything." She said and smiled and then a thought hit her head. "Oh and I almost forgot! You wanted to go and see Iceclan about a mentor right?" She said and smiled.
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Windpaw turned around. "That would be great!" She was full of excitement, but composted herself and coughed. "I mean, yes please." A younger Windpaw might have been worrying over where she would say - with Iceclan or with Fireclan - but the older Windpaw trusted that Vixenstar would not let her into a deal where she would not be safe. Our leader. My leader.
Vixenstar smiled at her excitement and meowed,"We can go now if you'd like, if your ready. I too am curious of what Ripplestar will say." She said with a soft purr."And this is your decision you choose everything about it. I will not force you into anything, you would not be comfortable doing or if you were not safe. Tumblefur would personally come down and kill me for it." She said with a quiet chuckle. "If your uncomfortable, or do not feel safe, tell me and we will work something else out." She meowed.
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StormClan is in a constant state of caution around the other clans. The state of affairs in the land leaves them distrusting of outsiders, and all the battle training and border patrols leave a constant strain on the Clan. StarClan knows how long they can continue.
IceClan is in a constant state of caution around the other clans. The state of affairs in the land leaves them distrusting of outsiders, and all the battle training and border patrols leave a constant strain on the Clan. StarClan knows how long they can continue.
FireClan is in a constant state of caution around the other clans. The state of affairs in the land leaves them distrusting of outsiders, and all the battle training and border patrols leave a constant strain on the Clan. StarClan knows how long they can continue.