Amberpaw's ears flattened. "Go back to camp, oh great leader. I need some time alone. Look after your clan. I ruin everything - so go train Runningpaw, like the good leader and mentor you are. You spend too much time trying to sort me out." Amberpaw growled, making it sound like a threat. She instantly felt guilty, and she turned away so her mother wouldn't see. For a moment, her thoughts flickered to a lone cat, hunting prey in the woods, no-one fussing... but she shook her head, willing the thought away. She would never leave her clan.
Cloudstar trudged away, her tail drooping and head hung. Nothing had been sorted out. She hadn't got the anger she needed, it'd been cold and icy. She wondered off, not sure where she was going.
She shrugged. "Everyone's got themselves loved up, haven't they?" She looked at him. "Amberfrost and Runningwind, you and Mossfur-" She looked away. "Except I'll never have that."
"Who said me and.Mossfur were in love?" He frowned. "I was just going to talk to her about getting a new apprentice..." His heart hurt tor this she. "Do you just want love again?" He asked, smiling a bit.
Cloudstar shrugged again, suddenly feeling uncomfortable. "I-I-didn't-" She stuttered, backing away slowly. Stop talking like a kit, Cloudstar! She told herself, but nerves got the better of her. "I don't know if it's the real thing, I mean, with Patchpaw I knew he felt the same, but now...They don't think about me like I do..." She closed her eyes. All her words were getting tangled.
Growling, she backed away a few pawsteps. "I don't have to explain myself!" She snapped. "I lived through hell after Patchpaw died, and who was around to help me then? Oh, yes, the whole clan was there to support me then, weren't they?" Her temper flared, all the insanity suddenly making sense. "I thought I was going mad. The pain of loosing him, it nearly sent me over the edge. My kits acted like they hated me, like I did nothing all day. Anything I did made someone angry, no matter how hard I tried to be fair. And then they wouldn't listen. All that time, all I wanted was for someone to care about me." Then she realized what she had said, and tears glinted in her eyes. "Patchwhisker, I didn't mean- I'm so sorry-" And this time she couldn't stop herself, and then she was crying, properly, for the first time since Patchpaw's death.
He pressed himself against her side. "It's okay." He breathed gently. "Nothing you did made me angry, back then. Now I think you are the most worthy leader here in the forest! Don't get me wrong, those other leaders, they're pretty good. But at least you aren't getting them ready to hate another Clan," His mind flickered to IceClan and how Ripplestar acted to them. Maybe she was trying to make the whole Clan hate them? "Or leaving them out of sadness or anger. You stand up, and take charge. That's more than any cat could ask for in their leader. I don't know why I'm deputy right now, I don't think I could ever do what you do." He gave a faint smile, licking her ear. "And if you want someone to care about you, I care about you."
She shrugged. "Harestar was much better than me..." Her throughts trailed off, and she was silent for a moment. "Did you mean what you said...about not liking Mossfur? I heard-" She shook her head and dropped her gaze. "I heard stuff."
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||Dawn||: I can really visualise the tumbleweeds
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~Vixen~: I'm down for a revival.
Aug 9, 2019 22:09:28 GMT -5
||Dawn||: Oh yeah so like archiving all the old ones and doing new ones?
Aug 6, 2019 23:10:28 GMT -5
~Coldeh~: Never mind. Found it~ XD
Apr 8, 2019 17:53:39 GMT -5
Coal: I know this is ded now, but looking back on this brings back memories. (this Coldfrost/star btw - aka Hurricane on HL) I have no idea what email/pass I used for my old account but I miss RPing with yall.
Apr 8, 2019 12:10:52 GMT -5
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тнεмαтιc™: I need to open up another Kik, I forgot my old one...
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~Vixen~: Okay so I made my kik account. My username is Vixen919
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StormClan is in a constant state of caution around the other clans. The state of affairs in the land leaves them distrusting of outsiders, and all the battle training and border patrols leave a constant strain on the Clan. StarClan knows how long they can continue.
IceClan is in a constant state of caution around the other clans. The state of affairs in the land leaves them distrusting of outsiders, and all the battle training and border patrols leave a constant strain on the Clan. StarClan knows how long they can continue.
FireClan is in a constant state of caution around the other clans. The state of affairs in the land leaves them distrusting of outsiders, and all the battle training and border patrols leave a constant strain on the Clan. StarClan knows how long they can continue.