She padded in again and curled up, utterly fed up once again. Why?! Her mind screamed. Why can't things just be like they were before? Like when none of this Patchwhisker-Mossfur thing happened. Like before he told me he sort-of loved me...how does that work, anyway? Yeah, you sort-of maybe, kind-of, not-sure, might do, really, possibly, not necessary do completely love them. She buried her head in her fur and whished it would all go away again, for the thousandth time.
The dream started edging towards her, like a darkness creeping in after sunset. She rose up from her nest, anger flaring in her eyes, and threw herself at the wall of her den, dragging unsheathed claws down it. Mud tumbled into the den, rocks bouncing off and leaving marks on her pelt. She sank to the ground in the mess and smacked her head against the wall, again and again, trying to get rid of whatever was making her feel like this. Her fur burned, and she wasn't quite sure whether she was awake or not.
Rushclaw poked his head inside the den, checking on Cloudstar. "Cloudstar? I just wanted to make sure you're-" he stopped short when he saw the leader hitting her head against the den's walls viciously. "Cloudstar!" he said horrified "What do you think you're doing, you're gonna lose a life like that!" he pushed her closer to the center of the den, away from the walls, his eyes full of concern for the she-cat.
[Since you've been inactive we kinda made everyone "disapear" dat ish not rping regularly, not trying to offend merely trying to keep it non-confuzzling. K? Good to haz yew back... Can't really rp anything until Black tells me her decision on something to do wif this...Dangit.]
Her eyes looked as though they were trying to refocus, eyes flickering. "Rushclaw?" She asked. "You're- back?" She frowned, and closed her eyes. "I thought I told everyone to leave me alone." Her head felt as though it were splitting in two, and she pulled herself away from him. "I don't want to talk about this. Any of it, and don't start acting like you care, because you left." She opened her eyes and got up. "So much for peace and quiet." She pushed past him and into the camp.
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She looked up, and saw him. Part of her wanted to tear his pelt off, shred it into tiny pieces, feed his eyeballs to the crows- Instead, her face softened slightly. "Yes?"
"I've come to...apologize." He wanted to add that it wasn't his fault he had become so outraged, but held his tongue. "I overreacted...I suppose. I'm the deputy, and I should be helping you keep CloudClan in order, not letting it topple to the ground."
He nodded briefly, padding in and sitting near her. "I don't know how you must feel, I can only guess..." He sighed. "But you have to treat my kits, even at this age, like...like normal CloudClan cats. You can't avoid them and let them learn to be secluded. I want you to...help them."
"And what do I get in return?" She spoke softly, her golden eyes gazing up at him. There was a noteable difference between her normal self and this state; it was as though she was too tired to be angry any more. Or too in love. "A miserable life?"
"A miserable life for treating 4 kits as normal cats of CloudClan?" He narrowed his eyes. "I believe you'd be doing the duties you set yourself up to do. As leader, you are sworn to protect CloudClan and treat all loyal cats equally."
She sighed, letting out a small breath before continuing. "Either way I'm going to be unhappy. Not anyone's fault, just-" bad timing. Waiting too long. She continued in her head.
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|Morn|: am I ever gonna outgrow checking this website lmaooo
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||Dawn||: I can really visualise the tumbleweeds
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~Vixen~: I'm down for a revival.
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||Dawn||: Oh yeah so like archiving all the old ones and doing new ones?
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~Coldeh~: Never mind. Found it~ XD
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Coal: I know this is ded now, but looking back on this brings back memories. (this Coldfrost/star btw - aka Hurricane on HL) I have no idea what email/pass I used for my old account but I miss RPing with yall.
Apr 8, 2019 12:10:52 GMT -5
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тнεмαтιc™: Is it possible to do a discord?
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тнεмαтιc™: I need to open up another Kik, I forgot my old one...
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~Vixen~: Okay so I made my kik account. My username is Vixen919
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