She worked calmly through the hunting grounds, finding the prey hotspots, but her mind was concentrating on much bigger things. Did he really think she would, or could, be mates with whoever was spare? She wasn't that crazy. She didn't have the space to love another. Not even her mate, at least not in the way she used to. That was what hurt the most, if she was capable of any more emotion.
She was getting tired, but she didn't have it in her to return to camp. What do I have left? She thought weakly. A broken clan, and something so wrong I can't even begin to work out what it is. This was always going to happen. Always. Shaking herself, she gathered up her prey and closed her eyes. What now? Her thoughts drifted over each other, melting into one. "Patchwhisker," She whispered his name but stopped herself. No more him.
Last Edit: Jun 14, 2012 13:54:45 GMT -5 by Deleted
His ears pricked as he padded through the bushes, amber eyes locking in on Cloudstar as if she was prey. This time he might have to be a little harsh..."What in StarClan's name do you think you're doing, just leaving camp?! Rushclaw has a thing for you, so what? You don't have to act like some kit. I know you love me, but you have to understand that I love Mossfur." His tone sharpened a bit more, making sure she knew he wasn't to be yelled at or messed with at the moment. "Yo are a leader. Not a scared kittypet like the other Clans call you. Prove it!"
"You think that makes it any easuer for me? Well, congratukations. That has to be,what, the fifth time you've called me a kit? Such a shame I have no retort to that." Her voice was stone cold, but cracks were starting to show. "And excuse me for not coming here to swoon over you, but I do have other slightly more impotyant things to worry about. I'm scared, Patchwhisker." A twinge of fear showed in her eyes. "Too bad you decided to... hoe did you word it? Let me go, or omething like that?" her laugh was hollow. "You don't understand me at all, Patchwhisker. Not one bit." Her last sentence was full of bitterness.
He lifted his head. Fine. He would tell her the truth. "Cloudstar, these past few moons I think you shouldn't be leader at all. You're abandoning your Clan and causing many of the members pain. I would say to back off and step down, but this time no one can. CloudClan needs you, and you're completely leaving them in the dust." Lashing his tail, he stared at her coolly. "You really need to rethink your style of leading."
She snorted, and shook her head. "Don't you get it? Okay, fine. If you really want to know. I have no memory of yesterday and this isn't the first time it's happened. ...and I'm getting really scared. Somethings happening to me, Patchwhisker, and it's starting to really freak me out. Yes, the clan has suffered. Don't think I haven't. haven't slept for thelast moon, and I hardly ever feel hungry." The terror was out, wavering through her voice.
He shook his head. "If you can't remember anything..." He didn't want to say it, and choked slightly on his own words. "Maybe you should...think about..." He just shook his head.
[~*Now and then I think of all the times you screwed me o-over...but I dun wanna live that way*~]
She turned on him, suddenly furious. "You think I haven't tried? You think I like not remembering? Hell, I've tried everything. I don't remember anything. And you know what the worst thing is? The feeling that something is in here." She tapped her head with the tip of her tail. "I don't want to live with something...feeding off me!" She shuddered, repulsed by the thought.
[Ya snooze ya loose.] She stared at him, fur bristling. "I didn't say I have no memory." She snapped. "You think I would still be Leader if I had no memory? I don't need you to tell me the obvious." She scooped up all the fresh kill. "Excuse me, but I have a clan to lead." She turned and padded back to camp, heart heavy.
[Meh. Vacation = Sleep for Patchy. Mk?] Cloudstar padded back to the hunting grounds, and saw him curled up, asleep. She let out an accidental purr and sat near him. At least she could watch for predators.
His paws extended, ears flat, and long tail curled over his nose. He could sense someone near...His amber eyes opened swiftly and his claws unsheathed as he whirled around and pinned Cloudstar to the ground. He studied her, sheathed his claws and let her up. "Sorry...you surprised me."
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