Shallowbreeze stood quiet a moment hesitating unsure how to word what she was about to say. Finally she spoke "I need the truth.....I need to know if it is even right for me to be deputy. I was honored to be chosen don't get me wrong. But I feel as though I am not right for it, I doubt myself, that I will do a good job... she looked Coldstar in his blue-green eyes for just a moment before feeling too ashamed and having to look down to her paws. "I would have spoken sooner to you about this...but the kits came not too longer after I was appointed..."
A flicker of surprise crossed Coldstar's expression. Shallowbreeze felt as if she was right for a deputy? That wasn't true. She was only absent from her duties because of her kits. Nobody expected a queen to be out with young kits. Especially in a leaf-bare such as this. "Why would you feel that way? Before your kits even came along you've been a good deputy to me. Ripplestar herself even thought so." The thought of his mother sent old sadness over his pelt, but it was true. As a leader and mentor, Ripplestar had recommended Shallowbreeze. And so far, she had been right about Shallowbreeze.
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Shallowbreeze felt sadness over the mention of her former mentor and leader. "I just feel like I shouldn't be....." she looked up at the silver tom "I haven't even had an apprentice yet Coldstar. By me being deputy I am breaking the Warrior Code."she had been surprised that no one but herself seemed to remember that or they did and just didn't voice it."[/b]
That was true. But it had seemed like the right decision at the time when he had appointed her. Coldstar flicked an ear. "Once you step down though, Shallowbreeze, then there's also a rule that I can't appoint you ever again." He stated, his expression wasn't angry or upset, but that still didn't mean he liked the fact that she was considering stepping down. In his opinion she had been a good deputy to him. But it was her choice...
Shallowbreeze sighed "I am not considering stepping down. I am proud to be your deputy Coldstar that will never change. I just felt like I needed to voice my....concerns I suppose you can call it and you are the only one I could truly voice them to." She looked the tom in the eyes as she said this. It was the truth that though she didn't feel as though she deserved the position she was more than proud to serve it.
"I'm glad that you did... I'd rather you tell me things instead of keeping them to yourself." He gave her a nod. "But honestly... I believe you deserve the position." Coldstar admitted, "And it's not just because you were recommended by my mother." The tip of his tail flicked. "But... if you keep having concerns or doubts.. don't hesitate to tell me. You won't offend me in any way." He stated with a slight smile.
Shallowbreeze gaze a slight smile in return she was glad to have the load of what she had just said off her mind. "It means a lot to hear you say that Coldstar, thank you." her body relaxed she was glad to hear that she could speak to him without offending him. "Now I suppose you see why I could only talk to you about this and not to Grayflight?"
"Yeah. He'd probably whack you across the head with his paw." A grin flickered across his muzzle, his whiskers twitching as he imagined that in his mind.
Shallowbreeze chuckled and nodded she knew that would likely be what her mate would do. "That and then worry unnecessarily for who know how long." she sighed she loved Grayflight dearly but he was always a worrier when it came to her.
"I know what you mean." He nodded, his muzzle turning upwards. "Anyway... Is there anything you need to tell me? I believe I'll apprenticed your kits once we are finished. Do you want to recommend their mentors?" Coldstar wondered, meeting her lavender gaze.
Worry returned to Shallowbreeze's gaze she hadn't quite settled on trusting Riverheart something was off about her but her bother's seemed to ignore it and still trust her. But with one of her sons as the silver she-cat's apprentice? She wasn't sure if she could handle it and yet denying her an apprentice could just push her farther into whatever has happened. It was then that the white deputy made up her mind "I am unsure as to who should mentor Waterkit but despite my earlier reservations Riverheart should mentor Boulderkit." she sighed looking at the silver tabby tom waiting for his reaction.
"I won't let anything happen to them, Shallowbreeze. I promise." He gave her another reassuring smile before he stood up. "But thank you for understanding..." He nodded, behind his calm blue-green orbs was gratitude. He never had kits himself, but he knew that letting them go was hard. "We better go back into the clearing before Grayflight starts worrying and sticks his nose in here." The silver-white tom then brushed passed her, walking back out into IceClan's clearing.
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