Cloudstar padded in and began to hunt, the words feeling like a dead weight in her head. Not fit to be leader. Was she? Of course she was! What did they think she was going to do, step down? She made good decisions, but everyone had to push their weight around and sit around camp all day doing nothing. They wouldn't let her be the leader they needed; she couldn't do it if they wouldn't let her.
"Cloudstar." Runningwind walked up, the tip of his long tail twitching. "Does everything have to be so dramatic for you? Listen for a moment." His fern-green eyes narrowing. "I don't want you to disappear from CloudClan nor do I want to see you die. But lately everything seems to have been going down. Patchwhisker has a mate. Period. End of story. And he has kits now of his own. Clan life isn't all about love. Yes I have Amberfrost, so don't say--Well how should you know? I know because I never knew my parents. I never had a father who loved me or a mother. Never. When you came to the clan your daughter was the first cat I could ever relate to. And I'm tired of you two agruing all the time. I don't care who starts it, but you need to stop. She's your daughter! She's all you have now. Patchpaw wouldn't want you dwelling on the fact that Patchwhisker loves another she-cat because while your all worried about that your own daughter is growing up right under your nose and whiskers. Yes, I understand that he said he loved you. But did you ever think it was in a clan-mate way and not in the other?" His paw went on Cloudstar's paw. "I know you've had times where you've been a great leader. And you've had bad times when you just couldn't take it anymore. And maybe this isn't about love anymore. But CloudClan needs a leader. Do we have one or do we not?"
Last Edit: Jul 23, 2012 9:29:30 GMT -5 by ~Coldeh~
She caught the mouse and scooped it up, turning to face him. "This isn't about love anymore. I'm just tired, and the argument's aren't helping. The more the clan pushes me away, puts me down, the harder it gets to do...well, anything." She shrugged. "No one can be a leader without a clan, and if everyone is determined that I'm not the leader then there is nothing I can do. There has to be a willing clan for it to work; I'm willing to put the work in if everyone else is, too. I've had a lot on my mind recently, and I don't mean Patchwhisker. I have to put priorities first, and if that means that some things don't get done -" Another sigh. "Then I'm sorry. I never got time to get used to any of this. I never was a deputy. There is a reason for that rank, but somehow I got pushed past it and thrown in at the deep end. I still haven't been a leader for long. I'm still learning." She looked at her paws, and sat down with a soft thump. "Looks like I'm still learning how to get on the good side of Amberfrost, too."
"Lets just head back. CloudClan needs us to be ready for whatever is coming. And the other clans need us to be ready as well. But we shouldn't keep on stressing about it. When the day comes it will be over soon." He stated. Hopefully.
He paused before he made the journey back. "And... I believe there's a leader inside of you Cloudstar. She just needs to come out" He smiled.
Smart little warrior, isn't he? But his advice is wise for his age. A familiar, but whispery voice murmured in her ear. It had been awhile since the voice had commented.
"Mm." She realized she had spoken aloud and looked up. Mm, she though to the voice. If only they would listen. "Go back to camp; yo'll need your rest as I am sending yourself and Amberfrost to Stormclan to tell them of Hawkfrost." She seemed a little more carefree, with the voice to guide her, but also a lttle more confident. "I'll bring the fresh prey back when I've finished."
"Alright. See you back there then." Runningwind gave a swift nod and bounded back towards CloudClan camp.
Anyway I believe its time that I'd give you a name to call me. "Voice" is a bit strange, no? You shall call me Scar. I used to be a brave and noble warrior, but they doubted my ways. I was exiled. Even my own family thought I was a lost cause. But I will help you. These clans have always been my home. Even if I was sent away. The voice of Scar sounded closer and suddenly a dark brown tabby with dark amber eyes appeared. Scars of ancient battles ranked his pelt and a large scar ranked over his right eye.
{No, it's not Tigerstar. xD Blackie said no to that for now.}
"I have one question, and forgive me if this sounds rude," She spoke out loud. "Why do you choose to help me? Why not turn your back on these clans? Why become envolved again? Surely it must be painful..."
"That is my business... Perhaps later I'll tell you. But now I must go. My visiting time has its limits." He spoke outloud this time, his voice losing the whiser-like tone it it and then he started fading again.
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